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Visual Metaphor

Visual Metaphor are the ramblings of an engineering student up in University of Waterloo, Canada. My favorite rants are about philosophy, morality, religion, technology, society and culture with the occassional psychedelic poetry

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Location: Mississauga, Ontario, Canada

Thursday, April 28, 2005

wink




::blink::

apparition of her


::blink again::

gone


::blink::

she dabbles her brush in the paint
sitting on her stool
ready to give birth to wonderful colours


::blink again::

she begins to fade
just a figment of my imagination
or a memory of my future


:;wink;:

she's shy
locked in her own world
trying to show her feelings
on a flat emotionless canvas


:;wink again;:

gone

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

woohoo

alright..so i bought a new classical guitar today! its not shiny but the sound is awesome (i had to control myself from getting a guitar that looked nice rather than was made well). I'll post a pic up soon. I also signed up for lessons at Long and McQuade, and fortunately got the last available timeslot: tuesday's at 8pm..which should be enough time for me to come back from work.

Oh btw, i'm working at Scotiabank's IT dept (Scotia Intek) as a Programmer Analyst. Will be starting on May 9th, so I have time to relax and do tons of random things.

Sweeeeeeeeeet


I'll be going to Long and McQuade and Walter's Music Store tomorrow to see what guitars and training they are offering. I hope classes aren't booked for summer :(

Sunday, April 24, 2005

abacus

green gates of medina close
biting winds of sand dunes envelope
maybe morbid demons won't touch me

the abacus counts down to the end
when its beads will dance off the hot ground
scattered, towards chaos

no more clouds
bright judgemental sun overtakes the land
my shadow bids farewell

i'm alone
realization appears
like a mirage unvieled

no more words, thoughts, actions
kneel and be
aware of solitude

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Term Fin.

Its over now its over...let's...go..home.

Well i am home actually. And after an hour or so I've got the stupid wireless networking to work. Jeeesh. I had to disable the WEP encryption to get my laptop to work. Its been giving problems ever since Windows SP2 had to be installed. So now it's like our internet is going commando. Fortunately only old people live around us, so I don't think there's any risk.

Starting April 22nd, our grades will be revealed on our online system. They like to torture students since we'll have to go check our grades only to find that some amount of marks are yet to be posted, and therefore the chance of failing miserably still hangs in the balance!

Now that its summer I can re-energize and get started on all the projects and crazy ideas that I've been thinking of during the school term (when I should have been paying attention to course materials instead).

Here is my to-do list:

ACQUISITIONS

- Buy new cell phone (actually this got done today, so I'm off to a good start)
- Classical guitar (this should be quite enjoyable as well as costly, but its worth it)
- Possibly look at PSP's, IPODs and the like. But I don't think I'll buy either.
- More Led Zeppelin, Nirvana, Metallica!! Now that I have my internet back...ill be acquisitizing music. Yes, I like making up words.

PROJECTS

- visualmetaphor.com :

personal space to showcase my artwork, pictures, resume (how does one do that accent thingy on the last e?) , thoughts on metaphors with relation to reality, religion and society, as well as information about all my projects

- Anti-Spam:

Don't know what the status on this one is, but I'm suppose to be developing an spam fighting software with my supervisor from the last work term and eventually merge it with an A.I club at Waterloo.

- Metaphor Engine:

This is my one little diddy that I got the idea from another project that a couple of guys in our class are working on. The original project is about simulating fish evolution/life and hopefully finding some signs of emergence (a very fruity concept it is). My idea is more of a meta-project. Yes, i like the word meta. Essentially, I want to simulate fish evo-life without actually simulating fish evo-life. I think Matlab's Simulink is actually quite close to what I was originally thinking, except i just want to strip it down to a barebones artificial intelligence simulator that has some unique features (which i shall not reveal).

- Utopia Project:

This is just an unoffical title just for that sake of calling it something at the moment. Me and Taneem have come up with an idea for a graphic novel set some time in future, of which I won't mention any details. I'd like to think of it as a cross between a novel and a comic book. This definitely has the most potential to 'do-ability' ratio. I'll be working on some preliminary sketches and possible plot and character development issues over the next couple weeks.

- PAINTING!!

Ahhhh, I started a painting last December...got frustrated cause my idea wasn't working out, so now its just a big dark background cause I mixed up lots of paint..and i haven't been able to work on it since university started. And our pet cockatiel (Tammy).....crapped on the canvas!! Omg..u bird. And she's like "what? it wasn't me. this bird came out of nowhere and just..i was trying to stop it...honest". So there's this bird doodoo dripping down the centre of my painting that I have to scrape off now. Or i can leave it on and have rich stuck up people 50 years from now trying to decipher what "meaning" i was trying to state ("He must have been a frustrated artist, a child of the ghettos")
"There's no difference between art and shit other than the smell". Thats what.

- Photography:

Now that summer is here I'll be more comfortable playing with manual features on my camera without the fear that stuff inside will freeze. For now I've just been doing point-and-click, but I bought it specifically for its manual abilities. Its a Sony DSC-W1 btw.

COURSES

- I will make another post when I finalize which courses I plan on taking. For now here is the rough plan...
- Classical Guitar and possibly also Piano
- A language course (either Mandarin or Italian and I'd also like to continue French from last term)
- 3D modelling with Alias Maya (I've been trying to get into their company, so maybe learning their software would help...i did get one interview last term for a non-tech position tho)

BOOKS

I "plan" to read these books but know that I can't finish all of them, but here are the ones that are on my shelf to-be-read

- Angels and Demons:

I've already read half of this (250pgs or so at the moment) in a...hehe..day. Dan Brown is awesome. His stories are like puzzles that include historical fact about art, symbology, religion all coiled up into hundred year old mysterious cults vying for world domination and such. AND to top it off, he includes particle physics in this novel (I read his Da Vinci Code last term)...so its like he wrote the book just for me.

- Digital Fortress:

Also by Dan Brown. I bought this and the last book after reading DVC about 7 months ago (cause e-shopping is so damn easy)

- Entanglement:

A book about the quantum physics phenomena known as entanglement by Amir D. Aczel. I went my friends to see Anton Zeilinger (from the University of Austria) the Perimeter Institute of Theoretical Physics lecture . He talked about actual experiments they performed to test if two entangled photons could be used to send information over a distance. PI is located at 2 mins walk from our residence, but they held the lecture at some high school cause it seated more people. All their talks "sell out". Quotes are used cause there's no price for admission. But its good to see so much interest in theoretical physics. They have a link where you can view the lectures online!

- Freedom Evolves:

I started reading this over the school term (since i bought it at our UWbook store sale). It has an interesting concept although the writer isn't too good. His position is that materialism and determinism do not nullify the concept of free will. He's obviously an atheist who deals with primarily Christian philosophers who insist that determinism nullifies any free-will a person can have. How he pulls off his argument in this book I don't quite know, but he has brought up good points as to why this world IS deterministic i.e. if you are reading this, then all previous events in the universe would "cause" no other possibility. What happens had to happen, there is no reason if the same set of events happened that a different outcome would occur (you breakdancing spontaneously on the floor) . Yet somehow free will is going to be tied with it.

Dr. Strangelove's Game: A History of Economic genius:

I also started reading this during the term (..studying is for the weak..). This is an awesome book for people interested in how our current economic system started (the first dot-com like bubble-burst was due to........................TULIPS). It also talks about Game Theory. Dr. Strangelove is also the same character emulated in the classic movie with the same name appended with How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb. Apparently he is based on a real life person.

- Godel Escher Bach: An Eternal Golden Braid:

This book is by Douglas Hofstadter, I read a 150 pages of this during the last work term...its so intellectually intensive that it takes a while to read (it totals to about 700 or so). What is it about? I'll talk about it in another post. It won the Pulitzer prize a while back in 1980. Its quite well known amongst Cognitive Science fans (maybe that word is not appropriate..but ..heck I am a cogsci fan!!).

- Other books: A collection of poems by Rumi that I started during the school term and didn't get back to, a book by Dr. Deepak Chopra on How to Know God (something I need help with)

Now i'll obviously not get thru all of these but i do have a 2 hour commute to work.

OTHER

- Yes mom, I will also clean our house up and study for next term

Saturday, April 16, 2005

Music

So i bought a few CDs this week. I know. CDs? What are those? You know, those circular shiny things from which music comes from. Yea, i need to do some hardcore calculus studying and thought I'd buy some music for the long nites.

I picked up Led Zeppelin IV and a collection of Nirvana's best hits. Prior to this I had heard only two songs from each but I knew that I would like the rest of their songs. Both CD's have turned out quite worth the money. I can't get the songs out of my head and as soon as I finish one CD i pop the other one in. Best tracks so far: Battle of Evermore + Going to California (LZ) and All Apologies + The Man Who Sold the World (N)

I've been moving a lot towards classic rock for the past year. Especially since I got into the Beatles which are my favorite band (sorry BoyzIIMen, that was in the 90's, this is the new millenium) and Cat Stevens my favorite solo artist.

Along the way I've listened to (not CD's hehehe) Fleetwood Mac (their Rumours is simply a classic), Metallica, Eagles ...so their next on my list of music..."purchases" (what? 2 CDs is more than my fair share of $). My high school bud recommended the Doors, so I'll see what I can get for them.

I actually can't wait till Sam Roberts comes out with their new CD. They've been working on it for a while now. I loved every single song on their last album, so I'm looking forward to some good material to study to.

Ofcourse, I've also gotten really into Classical Guitar, since first hearing the song Lotus Eaters by the Los Angelos Guitar Quartet. They have quite the eclectic, non-traditional and experimentalist style. It was because of that song that I decided to learn how to play classical myself. For a person who has no singing talent or natural music instincts (see my brother, sis and dad for that), I think i've progressed quite well, but I'm still very choppy in my playing.

I'm planning on buying a proper classical guitar this summer with my co-op earnings; right now I'm using a patched/glued up 5 year old guitar from a family friend. I can't wait to do window shopping for that!

behold

underground water gardens flow
sparkle angelic blue
flowers shaped of waterfalls
and dew laced grass
everchanging new scents
overtaking, awe-striking
intense sensations of neverending nature
all i feel i cannot know

what i behold:
my heaven

yet

if life were anything like your eyes
i would not want to die
such a simple beauty
eloquent in silence
pure
a word not spoken but
a memory made complete

what i behold:
your eyes

Sunday, April 10, 2005

Mapping the Global Future

The National Intelligence Council's 2020 Projections
(pdf) (html)

This should make a good read over the summer co-op term.

International Futures Model
..."a web based model of the future"

Looks like Ms. Cleo just lost a significant protion of her market

observation of the day

my room smells like indian spices and old laundry.

bias

Why does the universe have biases?

Assuming what we observe in our reality can be labelled as a 'bias', how does the universe start off with these biases. What i am essentially talking about is physical properties. But I am not asking why the universe has properties (which is just a circular question), but why and how did it filter the possibilities of any property. Properties like space, time and within them: attraction/repulsion, constants of nature (pi, speed of light), ideal shapes, what constitutes as the most efficient solution, energy/matter convservation, chaos/randomness, design (fractals, spirals), matter over antimatter, energy changing to matter, organization..

what is the motivation driving change? why are certain universal properties "selected" over another alternative.

essentially, this could be summed up in an analogous question: why does a random fluctuation give a certain value over another?

its like asking..why did the universe turn out the way it did? when it could have easily been something else. what causes the primal bias? are the intial conditions of the 'creation' the reason or..as i learnt while studying differential equations today..that the intial conditions only have an effect for a certain period of time (transient state) and after that the function continues regardless of the intial inputs (steady state) and thus the reason lies elsewhere, in the original differential equation of the universe? (....my nerd rating just skyrocketed)

I realize there are many flaws, assumptions and stupidities in my statements above, but try to feel my words rather than understanding them (which is impossible cause I ramble so much).

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Bionic Eye

This is just awesome. Scientists have developed an artificial eye that they will be using on a person who has been blind from birth. How much will their perception of reality change due to his? Obviously the 'eye' isn't in a completed stage yet but within the next 1-5 years there should be major improvements.

Tuesday, April 05, 2005


The Raptor Posted by Hello


Cabby on the Street Posted by Hello


The gang with Leo Rautins Posted by Hello


The big tree in the backyard of our off-campus house next term Posted by Hello


RCH Ceiling/Wall Posted by Hello


Guitar Grayscale Posted by Hello


ACC Crowd Posted by Hello


Fahd @ Davis Centre Posted by Hello